In starting up watching anime again after a long while and experiencing the outside world to a greater extent of immersion than I've ever done before this past year, I have come to realize that the world of online 'people' absolutely disgusts me and makes me want to vomit. Those that act as though they are human make me the most sick to my stomache, possibly even more than those that pretend to not exist in humanity, but those cretins are still the lowest form of existence. I don't venture too far away from imageboards and those on them because they are the only actual existences of humanity left that connects to human souls. What's not in that connection is simply only formed through physical interaction. The rest of it is on the majority filled with the odor of falsity and performativeness that sacrifices the soul to be seen and validated with monetary support for the conforming opinion or non-conforming. It doesn't matter because they are disgusting meat sacks lacking true warmth to confirm they are alive.

The physical world has been losing that warmth as well for a bit, and going back to the world of 2D only confirmed it with the few times I've felt truthfully alive being when I've been gaming or watching anime or discussing it on here. Before that the only real times of clarity on life came while putting it at the most risk while partaking in some extreme sports over the winter for which those were quite fun. What sparked this thought today was looking upon a video of a creature wearing human skin playing the role of a female and then two others that didn't look it either being the subject of commentary. The repulsion I felt was instant jogged an old realize that everything should be 2D. the 3D plane of existence is wrong.

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